Hello Dear Friends,
This issue of Angel’s Path relates to a very personal experience for me regarding death. For those who don’t know, I’m an only child from a Navy family that was mostly stationed on the West Coast and I grew up quite distant from the rest of my extended family that lived in the Midwest. I was fairly removed from them on an emotional level. I saw them quite infrequently and didn’t know them well at all. So when many of these relatives died, I didn’t feel too much emotion around it. Even though I’m 62 now, I haven’t had anyone really close to me pass that deeply affected me emotionally to the point of really experiencing grieving. I’ve had friends and contemporaries pass and I’ve felt loss, but nothing that brought on a high level of grief and pain. Until.
In the middle of February, while sitting on deck at my masters morning workout during a long swim set, I opened Facebook on my phone and discovered that one of my good friends from my club swim days had passed in her sleep the night before. I felt stunned, shocked and was in disbelief. I’ve had people I loved that were quite influential to me pass, like Jennie, my beautiful and wonderful mother-in-law and Rene, my greatest teacher and amazing mentor who taught me all about hair cutting and more about being a loving human. But for some reason this passing hit me square in my face and knocked me sideways from an energetic viewpoint. I really loved this woman like a sister that I never had.
As I pondered our relationship and remembered the time we spent together, I realized that there were often times when I judged her unfairly. I swam for a club swim team in Rancho Bernardo in the 70s, and there was definitely a hierarchy and a social standing depending on how much money your family had, where you lived, and how fast you swam. A fast kid from Rancho Bernardo had a higher standing than a kid from the Garden Road area of Poway who was middle of the pack on the team in regards to speed, like me. The Penasquitos area in those days was the lowest income district of the area, and the kids from this area were looked down upon by some swimmers and parents on the team. My friend was one of the fastest kids, from one of the poorest areas, living in the smallest house, and she qualified for financial assistance from the team to pay her dues. Her parents were very involved with parent volunteering and other duties to help offset costs. They were all loved and respected. But still judged a bit by some. Whispers in the shadows.
Thinking back on it now, I judged her as less than I. This was a projection, reflection, and reaction to how I felt others on the team perceived me and how I felt and accepted myself. Also, she would complain about her lot in life a little bit. Looking back she had reason to feel the way she did, but that didn’t stop me from judging her. She could be influenced by peer pressure to a degree and I judged her for this as well. But the reason we could be friends is that she accepted and loved me unconditionally. I also judged her for this. “She loves me even when I’m not particularly kind to her, what a doormat,” I would think subconsciously. She was always delighted to see me and to spend time with me and was always very supportive of whatever I was doing in my life. I could see her love, acceptance and admiration in her eyes. I did really enjoy our time together in spite of my judgement.
As I began my meditation after hearing of her passing, I found myself reflecting on her and reached out to her. In the past, I haven’t had a lot of psychic contact with people I’ve known in this life who have passed. On the few occasions that I’ve been able to connect to them, I would usually only get one sentence messages. But when I reached out to my friend in this manner, I felt intense physical pain. It felt as if I was suffocating and was panicking for air. It also felt as if my chair was sending me electric shocks. I found myself leaping out of my chair, crystals that I had placed on my chakras flew all over the place, and I chipped and damaged some of them. Major ouch! At night, when going to sleep, I would drop into a meditative state without much thought or effort, and the pain would come on me again, forcing me out of bed and onto my feet. I wound up being so tired that, when on my feet, I was sure I could drop off to sleep easily, and then when I was in bed again the pattern would repeat.
Eventually, I came to the point where I felt reluctant to meditate, and I actually skipped a morning or two. One of the last meditations I did, I had an experience from the viewpoint a father at a Nazi concentration camp, standing in filthy, muddy, freezing conditions, as he came to the realization that his entire family had been murdered. The resulting pain was extremely intense. It broke my heart and took my breath away.
I didn’t want to stop my channeling process, but I had to try something different. So I attempted meditation without any crystals and this seemed to bring the intensity of the experience down to a point where I could begin to surrender to the process and not leap out of my chair. As the initial pain subsided, I could begin to hear my friend and communicate with her.
I immediately asked for her forgiveness and, from my heart, extended all the love I ever held towards her and vowed to never judge another human being in this manner ever again. Her response explained that this was what she and I came together to do and that this was her karmic gift to me. It was my lesson to accept her unconditional love and drop any judgement I carried of others, and to learn not to see unconditional love as a weakness. It was to realize that this love is a strength and a gift.
The second contact I had with her, she explained that I was feeling pain over her passing because I was identifying with the past and focusing on what I was missing. I was focusing on the pain and experiences that we can not relive, and on the past, my ego, and my pain. She explained that the main reason I recalled some memories over others was that these memories were where we shared a common experience, love, and a bond. Our love for each other was our commonality, and her love for me was still available to me in this present moment. She told me to focus on this love within my heart, mind, and experience. With the acceptance of this love, she would always be present for me and I could always feel her, and her love and influence. She would come to me whenever I thought of her. The vibration that she would bring would be directly related to the love, or lack of love in my heart, that I was experiencing while thinking of her. Her love, and my ability to align with this love, would keep me in the present. To think of her with pain and loss would trap me in the past and in my ego. However, whatever pain I experienced, chose to experience or would continue to experience would serve a higher purpose also in that it would help me to have compassion for others when they are in such deep emotional pain. So… with this as background here are the following messages from guidance on these topics.
Love,
Scott
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Love is both your sword and your shield.
*We are all children of God and deserve the love and respect we give to God. This same love and acceptance God gives us, we are to give to others. For we are all of One Love and Love cannot exclude itself from itself. Love accepts All unconditionally
This one jumped out at me.
S
To live and to die is human and divine.
Pain and darkness are meant to be experienced and released, surrendered to and you come to know and see yourselves as the light of love that we all are. The pain comes to us for a purpose, to experience and release this pain, to remember ourselves as love.
C
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2-19-21
Good Afternoon, Children of light and love springing forth from the Central Sun, the wellspring of God’s Love,
We come from the light to see the dark that can come to us in form and structure. To see the light and the dark and to know where you came from and what and where you wish to align your energies, your awareness, your focus. You see the dark and you can let it overtake you, with your ego’s assistance, or you can choose to embrace the light within our hearts. See the flicker of the flame and use love to breathe life into this flame so it may blossom with a greater awareness of love. You see the darkness for what it is and hold much greater appreciation for the light that you came from. You can be home again, holding the light within your heart up against the darkness and the influence of One’s ego. You embrace the light and come to see what an aspect of yourselves the light is. You come to know yourselves as the lights of love that God forms within our hearts. We have forgotten this as we come to form and structure and our gifts to you that you also give yourselves is to know yourselves as love once again.
You have the dark so you can see the light and turn towards this light, this love, this intention to return to what you now remember, what you are. Without the dark, you would not have the great appreciation for the light that you will have after experiencing the dark and surrender and releasement of such darkness within your experience of life. Pain and darkness are meant to be experienced and released, surrendered to and you come to know and see yourselves as the light of love that we all are. The pain comes to us for a purpose, to experience and release this pain, to remember ourselves as love. When you feel pain remember this and apply love as a soothing salve for our souls. The more you can come to do this for oneself the more you can emote this healing vibration to others. The pain that you experience will result in more compassion and healing love for those who come to experience your energies and love. Knowing this pain has a purpose will help you to have the vision and the clarity to release such pain and live within a greater experience of yourselves, ourselves as love. Hold love within you as the sword against your pain and the pain of others. Love is both your sword and your shield. Use them thoughtfully and with an awareness of the healing power of love, for you know how this love has healed and will continue to heal your heart.
Love has purpose and is most effective when you can release your ego with the desire for the common good of your beloved fellowman. The more you desire to release your ego’s hold on you, the more you can come to love. Ego cannot be avoided, rather dealt with with loving intent. No need to beat oneself up when ego presents. Just accept love and awareness from yourselves and us and you will be drawn to align with love more and more often in your linear experience of life. Be grateful for the dark as you bid it farewell from your daily experience and when this darkness does come to you on occasion you will have a better viewpoint on how to deal and love through the pain that darkness can bring upon our awareness. Have gratitude for the dark but do not hold on to the dark. Release this darkness through the salve that unconditional love can provide for us. As we intend and wish to use this love. This is a decision based in love awareness. See the dark so you may come to know yourselves as love once again. See the dark with no need to identify or align with this dark any longer than what is best for your own learning curve in this life of form and structure. You will know this and get more and more adept at aligning with love and the healing opportunities that love brings to us. Hold this knowing and use the light of love to light your way and the way of others in your sphere of influence and them in yours. Go with peace and love within your hearts. Hold this knowing and allow this knowing to manifest in your experiences of form and structure. Let it be so, Dear Loved Ones, Let it be so…..
David of the Four, coming to you with love from the Four and those of us who tend with love, no matter our spices of origin. Love is the glue that holds us all together as One in Love vibration and experience. Trust those aligned with the light and let this light align with the light and love within your own hearts that you are tending to with loving devotion more and more with each waking hour and passing day. We love you deeply and always have and always will. Those you miss in this life of form and structure will be available to you soon, both in form and structure and when you re-enter our side of the veil after your linear experience in your present bodies of form and structure. All will be well and you will reconnect with all that you have loved, love and will come to love.
2-20-21
Good Morning Dear Souls of love light and peace, choosing to live with Love vibration as your main reference to the world around you,
To live and to die is human and divine. When a soul returns to the love that we all are, share and experience as One consciousness, we come to drop our attachment to form, structure and ego attachment as we adjust to the experience of no longer being of form and structure. This is a process that for some souls can be a bit of a lengthy time, from a linear perspective. For others with a higher connection to love, this process can be of a much shorter duration. When the attachment to form and structure is released, what is left is love. The soul of the other, newly arrived in the world of spirit and energy, has a much deeper alignment with love after acceptance of the moment at hand. What we all have in common is the love vibration that unites us. This is what we can choose to experience when we think and merge our energies with the newly arrived soul on our side of the veil. When the illusion of form and structure is released, all that remains is love. Align the love of the others with the love within yourselves and the pain of the passing of the others, with the attachment to the remembrance of the other, is released and you share a deeper, clearer love connection without the ego and karmic issues one has in form and structure. Focus on the love within your combined hearts, and your connection with the other can be more deep and satisfying than when they were in form and structure with you.
Through the alignment of this love and peace, unconditional love and acceptance becomes the basis of your relationship with the newly departed. The connection can be one of greater awareness and peace, a deeper connection and appreciation for each other. A deeper and more unconditional acceptance of each other and the issues of past form and structure that are irrelevant for the experience of not being of form and structure. The connection of love is deep and the tapestry of your relationship is rich and varied. The mutual love within your hearts can grow by leaps and bounds. Your appreciation of the other deepens, as does theirs for you. Unconditional love and acceptance abounds in ways not experienced in past form and structure. This can be carried over to future life experiences in a linear experience of time, space and existence.
The love of the other on this side of the veil that you connect with is outside the form and structure experience and the ego and karmic issues seem to be of little importance. These experiences are gratifying when love is fully experienced by the other and upon your heart also, with unconditional love and devotion to the love we share within our hearts and experience. This love flows both ways. Love experienced outside of form and structure while in a body of form and structure changes your body and your brain chemistry and your world view expands, along with the love expressed from your and our hearts. Move to connect with the love and loved ones on our side of the veil that you have not been currently experiencing and your understanding and embracement of love expands to a great measure. This is the gift of dropping attachment to the form and structure experience of the other while holding a deep remembrance of the love shared and to be continued to be experienced in greater and greater detail and experience. Connect with the love across the veil and your experience and understanding of love deepens and broadens. This is the gift of love our dear departed loved ones can give us if we can move to a position of love and acceptance. Release the past attachments to experience of the other so you may focus on the love available to you now from the other. Release the attachment so you may feel the love and acceptance of you by the other. Experience the combined love and acceptance available in these moments of understanding and clarity.
Release the attachment to the past, so the love currently available for and from the loved one on this side of the veil can be more completely experienced and aligned with. Allow yourselves to feel the vast love that can be experienced from all those you love that no longer reside in form and structure more completely. You can carry this combined and aligned love through all your daily experiences of form and structure while holding a deeper and more joyful vibration. Feel this in your hearts and rejoice for the resulting gratitude.
All my Love onto you, your loving brother David with the wonderful backup of the Four. You will meet us all in time. Enjoy and love as you breathe and express yourselves through your experience of life and form and structure. Treasure each experience as it comes to you.
2-21-21
Good Morning Dear Beloved Souls, the essence of love, the essence of your soul coming to the forefront of your awareness, your consciousness,
Come to know the tenets of love as they come to you to be expressed through your heart experience. Embrace yourselves in love and ask for the clarity that pure love awareness can bring to us, our consciousness. Our ability to soften and align others vibration through complete love and acceptance. Walk with this light of awareness, of love, hold it out in front of your energy fields as you move through life. All you come across receive this loving energy, no matter their circumstances or their energy, their karma, their blindness. The more wounded and blinded a beloved fellow soul may be, the more they can benefit from the extension of love, unconditional love from your hearts of acceptance and peace.
The more the other carries anger and pain, the more you love, accept them and have compassion for their pain. The more their ego howls at you its greatness, the more pain they are in and the more you move to love and accept them with deep unconditional love. The desire to judge another fades farther and farther away with each experience of love that comes to your awareness. The more pain the other holds, the more you move to love. You move to love, not so much for your self interest, more and more you move to love for the highest good. Metaphorically speaking, the cleaner and clearer the air is around us, the easier it is for the All of us to breathe. Clear the blocked energies of fear and pain with loving acceptance of all other souls no matter their fear level and we all benefit from this clearing and the resulting clarity this can bring to our awareness. The more pain the other carries, the more you move to love and accept them. This is the power of love, to transform the unlovable to lovable. All souls are from God and are made up of the stuff of love so does it not stand to reason that all deserve love and acceptance? No matter the lessons, expression and karma of the other soul in front of you. We are all children of God and deserve the love and respect we give to God. This same love and acceptance God gives us, we are to give to others. For we are all of One Love and Love cannot exclude itself from itself. Love accepts All unconditionally, for we All are from love, at our source, our center. No matter how much One may have forgotten this.
Love All, my beautiful brothers and sisters, love all and walk with the love, peace and serenity that love awareness brings to our hearts, our lives and all that we see and touch. Accept, allow and love All. We bring this love to you, please accept this love with an open heart filled with kindness and the expression of such kindness.
David of the Four, with the many of the Four that complete the circles of love we extend onto you. You will know us all in time and you will know us by our love. Recognize pure love and align with this love. Hold gratitude and appreciation for the presence of love in your lives and in your hearts. Feel the joy that this awareness brings. Savor life and you savor love.
2-22-21
Good Morning Dear Souls of Love and Light,
Know that when a soul is acting out in over identification with ego, they are not their ego. They are beings of love, as we all are. They just have forgotten and you love the part of themselves that they no longer remember. Love them for their divine connection with source, as a source of love, not their egoic overlay lens and prism that they see and interpret their world through. They are not their ego, they are love. Hold this awareness in your minds as you move to extend love vibrations into their energy fields. This can help them to find their way back to love and themselves.
David and Kord, with great love from the Four
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I realize much of this information can be rather dense. Sometimes I’ll read what the guides instructed me to write and it can appear as gibberish. Other times I can experience the clarity and power of their words and this can leave Cindy and I awestruck. If you were able to read all of this material, fellow seekers, thank you.
All our Love,
Cindy and Scott