Hello Beloved Friends,
I’m sending out this email for two main reasons. One, I’ve shared with you my gift of “channeling” guiding souls and angels from the other side of the veil. The veil that separates us from other dimensions of experiential reality. This dimension, being the third, is one of form, structure and denser vibrational energy. The second reason being I love and trust you.
As my relationship with my guides has grown and deepened, they are teaching Cindy and myself many lessons of love, patience and acceptance. I wish to share these experiences. Not to put myself on a pedestal or to present myself as somehow better than others who walk the planet. I have no interest in being a guru. More, to pay it gratefully forward, in a manner of speaking. If these “lessons” help you in any way, as they have helped Cindy and myself, this is a wonderful pleasure and reward for us in and of itself.
This gift is one that I have often been reluctant to share with others. I have been concerned that I would be labeled or judged as weird, crazy or just plain out of touch with reality by others that live by the mainstream influences of our culture and society and that my experiences would be invalidated or dismissed. So, these emails will be a first step of “coming out”, so to speak. I feel compassion for an LGBTQ person and the personal decision to come out and reveal the true expression of who they are. This does feel like a risk and a bit scary.
It is my understanding that all humans have the capacity to communicate with others not of this dimension of form and structure. It is a matter of when and how this gift develops. It seems also to be a matter of Karma, if it is your destiny to have or not have this gift this lifetime. For some this gift comes early in life, others like myself much later. There are many books and many teachers who channel: Esther Hicks (Abraham), Lee Harris (The Z’s), Belinda Womack (Twelve Archangels) and Sheila Gillette (The Theo Group) to name a few. They feel to me to be like master musicians, where I feel like a guy banging on some drums in a garage band. That said, I do find the “music” I play to be a wonderful and soul-satisfying experience.
For the last thirty years I have said this daily affirmation that I got from the musician David Byrne:
“Divine Order, please take charge of my life today and every day. This is a new and wonderful day for me and there will never be another like this one. I am divinely guided all day long and whatever I do, shall prosper. Divine Love, enfold me, surround me and enwrap me and I shall go forth in peace and I will be happy from now on. Please release me from the bondage of my self will so I may better be God’s instrument. Please give me victory over my difficulties so I may bear witness to others of God’s Grace, Love and Power.”
In my late twenties I asked for a mission statement from God. What I received was this: “Live, Love, Learn, Grow, Forgive and Give Back. Accept, Allow and Appreciate All.” This did not come through as the voice, but rather through as a personal “knowing”. It’s hard to explain, but it came nonetheless.
No one was more surprised than me when all of this actually manifested.
My Guides have given me some ground rules so to speak that apply to channeling, as well as these email messages:
- No prophecy for this gives my ego too much power.
- Ask only for the truth, as opposed to what you may want to be true. They have said, “Gentle truths are our specialty” and we have found that to be true.
- Our guides will not do the work for you. They will, however, show you where your path lies, yet you must walk it.
- If the information does not ring true, clear and authentic to you, then disregard it. It is probably my ego getting in the way.
- What you do with the information is your responsibility. Please follow your own intuition in final decision of your actions.
- Also, Cindy has final say over what information is shared. She is a gatekeeper, of sorts. This is also to keep my ego out of the equation. She is often more level-headed than I am. LOL.
To date, I have over 400 written or verbal channeling sessions. I’ll start with mostly the written ones and augment with the verbal ones with Cindy as it seems necessary. Also, I often do not remember a lot of the verbal sessions I’ve done for those other than Cindy. I think this protects the privacy of those I’m channeling for. I’ll start with the information my guides started us off with. There is definitely a progression of learning. For some of you, I think the early writings may seem very basic. But there is a rhyme and reason for the path they have set out. It is always about Love and it amazes me in how many ways and viewpoints they express Love. That said…
The Beginning
First Occurrence: I was in my mid to late 20’s, deep in therapy. I was doing a recommended exercise, which was to write down all the people in my life that were a positive, supportive influence on me. Then, I was to write down all the attributes that these folks embodied, followed by a focusing on the feelings these attributes brought to me. I didn’t realize at the time that this was a first meditation. During this process when I was fairly relaxed, I heard these words inside my head, loud and clear:
“Scott, I’ve always loved and accepted you, you have to accept yourself.”
I was a bit startled and unsure of exactly what just had transpired. What I did know was that I was no longer an atheist.
Second Occurrence: Cindy and I were spending a week in Sedona and we contacted a friend who had just moved there. She invited us to a “Sound Bath Meditation“ at the yoga studio where she teaches. I had never heard of this activity, but it struck me as something to try. Cindy and I both were looking forward to spending some time with her and this seemed like a good opportunity. $10 donation and come to the meditation with an “intention”: what would we like to focus on and perhaps heal? It is common knowledge that I have had a tumultuous relationship with my father. I then set my intention to heal this relationship. The crystal bowls began vibrating as our friend Laura started to play them, similar to rubbing your finger around the rim of a crystal wine glass. At this moment, the voice came to me again and said:
“Heal yourself first”
In this moment, my life changed forever. I had worked on self-discovery for a long time and thought I had most all of my bases covered. There was obviously more work to be done.
The following emails will present the path that Cindy and I are following. The Guides call it “Walking the Angels’ Path to God” through self-awareness, self-discovery and self-reflection. My feeling is we all have common experiences and growth opportunities. My hope is that the following emails will be similar to well-written songs that appeal to and connect us all in shared human experience.
God’s Love, Compassion and Grace onto You!
Love, Cindy and Scott