Hello, Dear Friends,
The last couple of weeks have been difficult for me (Cindy), although I have felt something percolating for the last couple of months. My angel oracle cards have expressed that “it is time to let go of an unhealthy situation”. I didn’t know what they were referring to, but I knew some clearing was going occur at some point. I could feel it coming. Then the triggering event occurred and sent me on a deep and rather painful inner journey, and I knew then what the “unhealthy situation” was. It’s been holding me down and away for most, perhaps all, of this lifetime. Shame. I heard it a lot growing up – “Shame on you!” I’ve said it myself many times. I’ve said it to myself so often that I came to believe it and so I carried it as a program running in the background of my life, like white noise.
Having had a big clearing last summer/fall, I was reluctant to have a replay of that. I remembered the teachings of David and The Four to have compassion and self-forgiveness and observe the pain but not to align with it. (Much easier said than done!) So I consciously dove deep and explored the ugly feelings to get a full understanding of this pain, knowing that once I understood what that “humming noise” was, I could release it, surrender it. Recalling the methods and tools I learned through hypnotherapy, I tried to remain an observer and recognize patterns that were not serving me any longer. My brother, David and The Four remained vigilant and supported me with their messages, sent through Scott and his daily writing. I felt that this message, early in my process, was succinct and may be helpful to you when you find yourself standing to face your own shadows.
Good Morning Dear Souls carrying the light of love within your body and your awareness,
Holding this light of love before your awareness, you are this love even when your ego wishes to walk in the dark of self judgment and shame. Let this light bring you back home to the awareness of who and what you truly are, Love. Even in your darkest moments if you can bring the thought, the memory that you are love, this will lighten your hearts and help you to step forward again in life with the knowledge of who you are and the egoic shouting of pain and self loathing can subside and your hearts can lighten with love once again.
As you remember you are love, you find that you can self forgive more and more and you return to the states of love more and more readily and the moments of darkness of ego’s torment do not blind you for as long. You return to the light with more and more ease and your self judgment that can be so crippling becomes less and less a vibration of self identification. You forgive yourselves and you find the kindness within your hearts with more and more ease. You have the compassion for your humanness and the divine capacity to forgive yourselves.
As you go through these waves of experiences and you find your expressions of love return with more and more frequency, you ride the waves of human compassion with more and more experience and expertise. You return home to love after a hard day’s work of being human, with all the frailty that being human brings us, having compassion for yourselves and wrapping yourselves up in your own arms of love. Allow the love within your own hearts to be simply you…who you are and not what your wounded ego attempts to tell you through the darkness of misunderstanding and judgment. Remembering the love that you are. Surrender the judgment of your wounds.
We see you as the love that you are even when you do not and we bring this love and understanding to your awareness.
Your brother David whose heart is bursting with love and compassion for you. We are love, dear ones, we are this love together as the One and the All.