Hello, Friends,
After we returned from Sedona, my drive to meditate lessened considerably. Almost like when you’re taking medication and start to feel better you forget to continue to take it, or when the pain subsides and you can forget it was bothering you.
However, I started waking up very early in the morning. About 3:00am often. After laying in bed and not being able to return to sleep, I would arise and begin my day. Lots of coffee and iPad time until the rest of the house woke up. This went on for a couple of months or so and it dawned on me to use the time to do my affirmations and prayers then. So I began and at the same time I started looking and listening to Sound Bath videos on YouTube, meditating more often, and then daily again.
Lo and behold, the auto writing returned. Who knew. I was looking at this activity as something I had no say over. Particularly without the energy of Sedona assistance. Either my guides showed up or they didn’t.
I thought of this as a matter of being blocked or not being worthy when they didn’t come to me. This didn’t happen often, but when it did I would spend the rest of my day in a funk. I realized it was my own insecurities and feelings of not being worthy or good enough that were the actual reasons.
As time passed, the messages started to lengthen and become more nuanced. Cindy witnessed some of these writing sessions. As the messages lengthened, they also started to come in with more volume and speed so to speak. One particular morning they were overwhelming in that I could not keep up. The energy was too intense, my body was convulsing a bit and it felt like my eyeballs were bulging. I was almost stabbing blindly at the keyboard. The writing still came out clearly. Which I found amazing. Cindy had a great suggestion that of course I hadn’t considered, “Why don’t you try having the guides do this verbally instead of writing? And then we can record it.” Duh, right?
This worked well, but we had a few pitfalls along the way. The first guides that came verbally, were a bit rough around the edges. They were a bit rude and commanding to Cindy, which she did not appreciate.
What was explained later was though my vibration had risen it was still fairly low in relation to the vibrations of the souls on the other side of the veil. So the souls I was channeling were of a lower vibration than most souls not in form and structure.
Our dear friend and chiropractor Don Walker suggested asking to switch guides, (you could do that?) Well, indeed we could and did. The guides also told me as we worked through this process my vibration would rise and I would get different guides that were at a similar vibration and then when my vibration was high enough, Angels would be able to come down to my level and communicate with me.
I originally wasn’t planning on putting too much personal information in these emails. I was planning on editing out the personal and leaving what I thought was more general information that we all could relate too. Then I realized that would be shortcoming the depth and breadth of what I had experienced and was meant to share. ( This was an Angels nudge to come to this conclusion of course, Lol)
From the Guides
Me- Metatron? Words please. Them-Be still. Move thoughtfully with care. Extend your awareness around you in a big circular field. Meld and release. With great love. Enjoy the heart experience. Go be kind and firm. Teach self control and self honesty. Heart Love. The path can only be managed with true heart intentions. Any other path is fraught with danger. Follow the light. Always. You will begin to experience true acceptance of the other.
Yes, your third eye is opening. Yes, it is a very special time. Enjoy every second and go forth and help others! Yes, let your inner light shine bright! Yes, you will draw people to you that you will help. It is a special time, but you are no more special then all the millions who have gone before you. This is a normal state of human development. Everyone is special, no one more or less than the other. You are the vessel.
Request to walk in the light at all times. Daily meditation focus. Great benefit!
Check in with us often. We will assist in the righteousness path. This is a path of love and peace. Not the negative or authoritative view that some Christians have. They are mixed up and please be patient with them. You may confuse them, they will see your light and recognize it and wonder how you do it without coming to their church. Never mind and just be yourself and walk YOURS/OUR path. Breeze in the wind.
Me- I think I am coming to realize where some of my frustrations and blocks come from. What I am experiencing is amazingly wonderful. As have been the times in my life where I felt the divine connection. To be on the edge of this wonderful spiritual connection is almost too good to be true. My fear is, is it? My heart’s desire at my fingertips? I have won the lottery. Me, me of all people. This fear of waiting for the “other shoe to drop” is where the blocks have some weight. I have to let go and fully realize the wonderful gift I have been granted. Them- Embrace it and appreciate it as humbly as humanly possible.
Speak your truths simply, slowly, clearly and judiciously
Trusting the people in your life that you know in your heart are truly trustworthy is one of the greatest gifts we can give each other. A rare gift indeed. Cindy and your sons are such people. Rejoice and revel in this. Treat these relationships with great care. On the flip side recognizing that you can certainly trust the untrustworthy to be exactly untrustworthy which is also a gift. You will get better at managing theses folks. Boundaries with love once again!
Intentions and desire. The yin and yang of physical manifestations. Need balance in this endeavor. Walking in the white light. When you fall out of your “home vibration”. After you notice it. Connect with the desire to return. This desire will reset your intentions and move you back to home vibration. Work on being humble. When you feel ego rising, STOP and be silent.
Ego is fear and fear is ego.
Do not take pride in your new abilities. Normal human progression. You had a lot of help from loved ones along the way. Would not have had the progress you had without them. No big head, dude. Always remember where this came from. Takes a whole support system to have the experience you’ve had. Use your abilities with love, grace, humor and kindness. Enjoy, love and appreciate the healing that happens in your presence. Humbleness at its core is essential.
Scott: I found these messages very helpful and I found myself being more patience and kind in the course of my daily life. I know there is a bit to unpack here. If you would like any discussion about these topics, Cindy and I are always willingly available.
God’s Great Love, Compassion and Grace to All,
Cindy and Scott